What have I got myself into?

So I made a blog.
Now I have traveled into some new territory. Not sure what a "blog" "blogger" or "blogging" is about. I know this stuff has been around for ages, but I always pictured it was either one of the two categories. First one being "emotionally depressed" high school kids to vent out how school life and upcoming test are "bringing them down." But I guess they just all kinda faded away into on giant cluster fuck for Myspace to handle. Moving on to the second group. To me I also thought it was always "older people" not quite matured yet. To complain about how they either hate their job, society, businesses, and etc. So in conclusion I always thought blogging was a place to complain for other people to read. Maybe you thought people lives were just as messed up so they'd agree with your post. But that is just one "kid's" point of view. Doesnt mean I am right nor wrong.

Now on to the next topic. What should I excatly blog about? Should I make fun of peoples lack of common sense? Or maybe make fun of peoples problems. Then I can always make fun of myself, but I seem to do that on a regular basis that its normal. Thus leaving me with the reason what is there for me to blog about. Maybe I could talk about my day and the "adventures" along the way. Sure if I wanted to bore you to death. My life is like any normal 20 yr old who is still attending school. I got to work to pay for classes and book. While attending a good 9 to 12 hours a semester at the campus. Plus trying to fit some fun time in between.

You know its funny about going to college. Well maybe just for me. When going into my sophmore year of high school I decided on doing either Internetworking or Computer Engerineering. Then during my first year of college. I kinda realised that wasnt what I wanted to do. Now more unsure then ever. Alot of different ideas keep popping into my head that I never thought about while in high school. Like one idea is becoming a teacher. This idea has been picking at me the most. I keep trying to think of a better one to follow, but some how I always come back to saying "Maybe teaching wouldnt be so bad?" I have no idea how this would turn out. To be honest I wasnt the greatest student in high school. Not because I was always in the priciples office. Well I couldnt be in her office is I wasnt at school. So to say during my junior and senior year I skipped about 2/3rds of each year. Not that I am proud of it. I look back seeing I missed out on alot of fun things I could have done back then. Makes me kinda regret it. Sad thing is I passed both of those years with A's and B's while still on the honor role. To me that is kinda something I can laugh at, but not in a proud way. Which leads me back to my main point. How can I, someone who skipped most of his school year. Some how become a dedicated and some what reliable teacher? Everyone I tell this too seem to think I would be a great teacher. They say I have a great personality and I am easy going. Plus if I do go with this. I got to figure what grade class I want to teach and what subject. My dad says I should teach art or english. Personally all my art teachers though middle school to high school were all douchebags. They never really wanted you to draw it your way. They would tell you how to draw it and what colors to use. Then by then end you realise that I didnt even do it, and that my teacher is still drawing my assignment. And the english teachers I had in the past always seem to have a hard time either grasping that the novel was about, or when we did writting assignments they would turn out to be reports with a bunch or statistics and numbers. I always thought writting was supose to be a way to express oneself or thoughts on the topic. Not why 30% of American think that blah blah blah.

But I seem to just be ranting on. Altho I do need to find out what I want to do in life after college. And figure out why my brain keeps telling me to be a teacher. Maybe I should give myself a lobotomy. Maybe thats taking it to far.

Untill next time or when I rmember to come back and post something else.

Later!